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siffrin, the wanderer ([personal profile] siffriend) wrote2025-03-14 09:56 pm
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(pc) black & white

i'll put a funny meme here sometime
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[personal profile] distain 2025-03-15 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
No. But I don't need any. [Friends or gifts?] I stopped receiving them a long time ago, and the ones I was given were taken away from me.

[She's squeezing the carved bird a little more tightly in her hand now.] But isn't this a gift for someone else?
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[personal profile] distain 2025-03-15 05:02 am (UTC)(link)
No? Here I thought you might be feeling sorry for insulting the dead.

[Tia can't receive a gift, it's true. But other people - not herself, really - are always going on about respecting them.]

Maybe she'd be grateful for your apology regardless.
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[personal profile] distain 2025-03-15 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know. We have funerals. They're usually stolid and full of ceremony. [She hasn't been to many, so this most general of descriptions is the extent of what Siffrin is going to receive.]

Since you made the bird for me, I'll decide what to do with it. How does that sound?
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[personal profile] distain 2025-03-16 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
[Society is quite stuffy and hateful all around, really. Life isn't even often celebrated by the living.]

Can you do that normally? [And she does, despite herself, what is a whole bunch of layers of interacting with others a certain way, seem charmed by the idea.] Maybe it's because nothing can fly away from here.
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[personal profile] distain 2025-03-16 02:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[It really does seem like she's the odd one out here amongst all of these people who accept magic as a given. If she had that kind of power in her hands, could she make her wish happen?

At the mention of the paper airplane, something that Siffrin thinks they might be able to get operating normally despite no one here being able to do much of anything, Andrew's curiosity is piqued.
]

Hmm, and what's that?
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[personal profile] distain 2025-03-16 03:32 pm (UTC)(link)
There's some for keeping score in the billiards room.

[She doesn't seem as familiar with the workshop. After mentioning the billiards room and thinking of its location on the floor, however, Andrew pauses.]

Well, it's a palace. It'd be foolish not to be able to find paper almost anywhere.
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[personal profile] distain 2025-03-17 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
[She watches them fold up piece of paper into a neat little vehicle. It's not quite as elegant as their carved bird, but the clean lines of the wings are admirable anyway.

Andrew tilts the nose into the air, slightly, and skims the paper plane across the room. For a first attempt, it goes rather well. The paper's descent is slow, a petal coasting to the ground.
]

...It's just catching the air, right?

[Then again, isn't that more than half of all that flying is?]
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[personal profile] distain 2025-03-17 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
[It's a metaphor that falls a little flat for her at first, bound up as she is by thoughts of death and the very real possibility that nothing will fly from this place again.

She also doesn't go to pick up the airplane where it's fallen to the ground several feet away, though that's just because she's feeling very tired.
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By carrying them or pushing them forward? [Could she see herself as the wind helping someone fly?]
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[personal profile] distain 2025-03-18 01:50 am (UTC)(link)
And the breeze after a storm... I don't go out very often, but I always thought it smelled nice, even through the window.

[Looking down at the paper bird, Andrew can't help but wonder what it would really take to see it fly freely.]

Are you like that...to anyone?
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[personal profile] distain 2025-03-18 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
[Now that Siffrin has brought the paper airplane all the way back and set it down so the two are together, Andrew picks up the bird. She lets it go loosely, giving it a gentle push into the stagnant air, to see if it'll fly as well.]

Neither am I. [She says, also like it doesn't.

Had Tia ever once...also felt this way?
]
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[personal profile] distain 2025-03-18 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
That's how I spent my entire life.

[There's something final about them, something very past-tense. She intends to leave it and not return to it.]

I much prefer the bird. [And she will go to pick that one up, strangely enough, if only because it positions her to leave the room soon.] Thank you for your apology gift. Don't make me another.